Wednesday 19 December 2012

Just A Statement

I noticed something about you. If we are in a conflict or something, you'll text/talk/tweet/IM me with very short words and no emoticons at all but at the same time you text/talk/tweet/IM other people especially your friends with long sentence with 'HAHA' and everything and with smileys just about everywhere. And you'll treat me like tutttt. Even with strangers you can be more friendly with you know? HAHA. Well that's the thing I need to deal with although sometimes it's wrecking my nerves. But for the sake of us, i'll try my best not to get hurt by your kind attitude :) *although sometimes i do get hurt. :P Sabar je lah kan. Hihi.This is justna statement kayy. No offense. PEACE ^_^

Friday 7 December 2012

Psttttttttt

You look hot playing futsal bebehhh ;)
FUTSAL INTER-BATCH KBP 





HAHAHAHA :P

Thursday 6 December 2012

Tick Tock Tick Tock

Time passes by. Dah nak masuk 2013 dah pun. Goshh, mcm tak percaya je aku bakal mengakhiri zaman belasan tahun. Ohh tidakk! :P 2012 really is meaningful. I had one of the greatest change in my life phase. From the very childish, 'hingusan' foundation student, to a more mature, educated yet stressful bachelor student. Haha! Siapa sangka that I'm studying Bachelor of Agriculture and Bio-system Engineering.. What?? Engineering?? It was really out of my mind! Time sekolah dulu tak pandang course2 engineering ni. Hehe. Tapi Allah S.W.T dah kata macam tu, kene ikut saje lah :) InsyaAllah everything's gonna be just alright.

Eheemm eheemmm, tak lupa juga the lovey dovey things. Honestly, banyak sangat dugaan bila dah masuk degree ni. There's so much small and big things trying to break us apart. Tapi bila kita sabar banyak2, these things sebenarnya nak mengajar kita menjadi lebih matang dan berfikiran positif. Alhamdulillah, that's what I'm earning. InsyaAllah akan dipermudahkan segalanya.

Hari pun sudah lewat malam, lagu A Thousand Years ni mendayu2 memanggil mimpi2 indah utk malam ni. Hehe. My sayang dkt K10 tu pun dah nak tidur. Kalau ade idea and mood akan di update lah blog ini. Night! :)

Sunday 21 October 2012

I'm not strong enough to lose you. Even when we are far by some distances for some moments, I can't help myself to not to miss you. And sometimes, that feeling conquered myself until some point that I'll burst into tears. See that? Look how weak I am. It's because your presence in my life and existence in my days brought more than a thousand meanings. You are among the precious people in my lifetimes. So please don't go. It's more than love that I have on you.

I love you so much..

"Because only time is capable of understanding how valuable love is" :)

Wednesday 19 September 2012

It's All About Fate

Recently, I just stalked about a Chinese girl named Teresa on her Twitter. She's just 15, and died because of brain tumor. Then, bukak pulak Twitter boyfriend dia, Azlan. I almost cried baca tweets dia. Of course lah dia tgh sedih tahap gaban kann. And his tweets about Teresa really touched my heart. Dia tweet pasal memories diorg dulu dulu, pasal future planning diorg, and sekarang semua tu tinggal kenangan je. Cuba bayangkan that thing happened to us? 

Terus terang, I'm not ready to lose anyone yet including family, friends and him. I'm not strong enough. Macam Azlan ni, he lost his girlfriend, and me, if lose Izat, entahlahhh.. Kadang kadang ade jugak terbayang kehilangan dia, tapi lepas tu secara tak sedar, mesti I broke into tears. 

Malam semalam time keluar dgn Izat, I said to him "Saya tau saya takkan kuat kalau takde awak. So awak mesti kene ada dgn saya." And then he said "Jangan la mcm tu. Saya ada awak kene kuat, saya takda awak kene lagi kuat" And then I terus nangis. Taktau la dia perasan ke tak. 

I just can't imagine losing him. I survived lots of things sbb ada dia. I can't afford losing him. I really really wish I can have him forever. Saya tahu kalau saya hilang awak, saya takkan boleh lupakan awak. Tapi jodoh pertemuan ajal maut semua di tangan Allah. All I can do is to pray for a happy forever after with you.


I love you so much.

Saturday 18 August 2012

Lalalalala

Suddenly feels like writing a post. Tapi nak post pasal ape eh? I am listening to My Love by Sia which is my current favorite song, and he is now driving back to Perak. Mom and dad asleep. My bro keluar. Rasa sunyi pulak sorang sorang. And this song, from the first note, just making me thinking about me and him. Ye lah, who else can I think about? Dia je lah yang memenuhi inbox phone, chatbox fb, chatbox skype, chatbox whatsapp & call logs sepanjang cuti ni. Tweet dia kurang sikit. Hehe. Yeah, I MISS HIM SO MUCH. Dah lama tak jumpa dia. Last jumpa pun sekejap je :( Banyak benda nak buat kalau boleh jumpa. Movies, bowling, shopping, makan. Hmmm, bestnyaaa. Suddenly teringat pulak kenangan time asasi dulu. Bittersweet that we had, beautiful memories. Arghhhh how I wish we are a married couple now. Takdela rindu2 mcm ni :( Anyway, I hope he's driving n arriving safely. Jumpa lepas raya ea sayang. Takmo mengorat anak dara orang kat kampung! :)

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!

Wednesday 25 July 2012

Betterman

How to Make Yourself a Better Person






I am trying to change to become a better person for God, and everybody else around. 
I want to be better than my yesterdays.

Tuesday 10 July 2012

These words speak my heart





 






A Letter From This Little Heart

I wish we only know each other by the time that we are totally ready to get married. It's not that easy to maintain a good relationship for a long period of time especially when we are separated by distances. What is he doing, how he is, who is he going out with, why he didn't reply my texts or answer my calls, and all sorts of questions keep running in my mind. This is actually the point where our trustworthy and honesty are being tested. I always tried my best to be honest, to always trust him and to always think positive about him. But as a normal human being, sometimes I do feel curious and worry about him. By hook or by crook, I have to be patient facing these challenges and keep praying for the time where he became truly mine will come. InsyaAllah.. But no matter what happens, I will always love him, I will always try my best to make him the happiest man in the world, and I will always pray that we will get married one day. Amin :)

The day will come. InsyaAllah :)

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