Celebrations - Birthdays: Abah (16th May), Mama (2nd June), Miktang (13th June), Me (15th June), Abimi (27th June), Muiz (30th June).
Wedding Anniversary Abah & Mama (7th June)

I just turned 19, and the celebration was one of the most special moment ever happened in my life. For the first time in my life, I introduced my Izat Jaris to my big family. At first, I admit, I was hell nervous. But Alhamdulillah everything went out smoothly. My family warmly welcomed him, especially my bros :) Surely diorg mesti ngam punyalah nanti. Hihi. Even Mama and Abah were having good conversation with him. Actually, Mama was the one insisting me to invite him. Macam tak percaya kan? Hihi

Years ago, talking about love is something that is almost prohibited among my family members. Study is our priority. My sisters and brothers secretly having boyfriends and girlfriends. Ehem ehemm me too actually. Alhamdulillah, as everybody grows up, we are getting more mature about lovey dovey things. Mama dah boleh terima yang anak anak dia ni dah besar, dah gatal nak kawen. Hihi. Abah pun cool je. :) 

But then I realised something. This kind of maturity has brought our family closer and happier. Kalau time gathering tu ada je benda nak gossip. Pasal boyfriend org tu lahh, pasal girlfriend org ni lahh. And anybody yang broke up will always have the chance to talk and discuss about his/her relationship with the family members. Wonderful! 

Last but not least, thanks to my bro Abimi for the MANGO Shopping Bag :) Looking forward for  sponsorship from you for more family events. Hihi. Kerja Petronas kann, kene la sponsor lebih sikit :P I ended up my post with my favourite words,

I LOVE YOU IZAT JARIS DZULKIFLI ;)

Every good person has it's own bad yesterdays which turned them as good as today. So,don't judge people from their pasts, because people change :)

Never be afraid to fall in love. Or else, you'll missed it's sweetness and bitterness. You don't want to be tasteless isn't it? :)

A Comeback

I need a totally free time without nothing to worry about to post in my blog. So, sebab tu lah jarang nak update blog ni. Tapi bukannye ade org nak baca pon. So who cares? Hehe. Lots and lots and lots and lots of things happened throughout my life journey especially Semester 3 Asasi Sains Pertanian. Banyak sangat kalau nak cerita kat blog. Baca blog org lain is so much fun daripada tulis sendiri. Such a bad blogger I am. 

Currently, I just finished my foundation study. Alhamdulillah. All the laughs, smiles and tears sepanjang asasi tu sedikit sebanyak thought me how stand up by myself, how plan my study, how to face the future. And of course the best teacher is Alumni First Class (Alfic). The best classmates I've ever had. Even kat sekolah pun I didn't have a class like this. Everyone in the class had opened up my eyes on many things. So today I want to show my appreciation towards everybody in the class. But for this post, it's for someone special. Yang lain2 next post ye :)

..IZAT JARIS DZULKIFLI...

Ok. He is my special one. Mungkin orang ramai pandang kitorang dating and borak2 kosong je. But there are sometimes we had some serious talk. Dalam study, he thought me on lots of things. Kadang2 when I felt down especially bila tak dapat jawab exam, he'll said " Takpelah, awak dah usaha kan. Awak dah buat sehabis baik. Jangan pikir sangat lah", lebih kurang macam tu lah. Dia jugaklah who keeps reminding on my social life, macam mana nak bergaul dgn org, dgn guys mcm mana, dgn girls macam mana, the Do's and Don'ts. And he also exposed me on the responsibilities of anak sulung in family. He made me realised how sometimes it is hard to be anak sulung. He had done so much thing for me I can't even say it all. He's my hero in almost everything. He protected me so well. Sometimes, bila datang my mood swing (biaselah perempuan), I realised his effort to cheer me up. But me myself yang kadang2 tak hargai mende tu. Ikut sangat emo ni kann. Dia selalu cakap dia tak sweet. Sayangggg, you are the sweetest person I've ever known tau tak. Sweet tu tak semestinya bagi bunga or chocs or nyanyi lagu utk saya. Bila awak dah niat nak mengahwini saya, which means you don't take this relationship for granted, it it sweet enough. Thank you so much for everything during Asasi. Good luck for the upcoming Bachelor study. I love you so much :)   

mood swing again ~

When the night has come and the land's dark, when the moon is the only light we'll see, look at the stars; can you count them? I miss you that much.

wwoowoooott

Memories :)

Tadi selak2 lecture notes physics, sekarang selak2 blog pulak. Hehehe. Tgh2 blogwalking (and stalking) sambil kunyah2 Cloud 9 and tunggu text form my hero, tgk ramai pulak yang post gambar kat blog. Gambar member2, gambar family, gambar classmates, gambar roomates and even gambar gf/bf. Nak post gambar jugaakkkk!! :P

the first photo of him that I have :) Ni time amali pertanian. *he's in white

The first photo of me and him. Time ni pegi main bowling dgn classmates lain dkt Mines. You were nothing at  this time, now you are my everything :) *serius tak sangka :D

Woot woot!! Abg hot main bowling lahh :P

Baju Sime Darby gituuu.. Chop, knp sekarang saya tak pernah nampak dah awk pakai baju ni? Dah gemok ea? :P

Tu jee. Heee :P

I LOVE YOU IJD :)

It's our

Monthly-versary

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH IZAT JARIS DZULKIFLI :)

When I stare at your face sometimes, my mind is actually thinking about how our future is going to be. 

Will I have the chance to stare at you again and again FOREVER?

 Only He knows it :)

But what you should know is,

I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU, FOREVER :)

IZAT JARIS DZULKIFLI

Dear Nurul Nadirah,


Your voice, for me, is better than all my favorite songs put together.

Mood swing mood swing. Can I have someone to talk to? -.-

Thanks for hacking my blog Mr. Izat Jaris. I guess you are speechless too, so you write something here right? :P

People make mistakes. Me too. So just keep making self reflection and analyze ourselves. Don't be afraid to say sorry to someone we are wrong to. :)